Heal the World....

dedicated to the late
Michael Joseph Jackson
1958 - 2009
The King of Pop

one of me favourite songs of his..

Heal The World

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No Need
To Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow

There Are Ways
To Get There
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Chorus:
Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall See
In This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living

Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Chorus

And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling Life
Wound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow

We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their Swords
Into Plowshares

We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Chorus X2

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me
You And For Me



~R.I.P~

belated Father's Day post...

haha....
i know.
its been a week late ady.
now only i write bout it.
been lazy to go online and blog actually.

anyways,
last week on Saturday night,
i brought my daddy for a Father's Day dinner.
did not know what to buy for him so decided to treat him dinner.
went to his favorite steak restaurant, The Junk.
went there after church.
meet up with my mum at The Junk.

presenting you my beloved daddy whom i love very much!!!!


my daddy is 52 years old this year.
born on Malaysia's independent year, 1957.
thats how i remember his year of birth.. lol.

i am kinda a daddy's girl
and thats why i love my daddy a lot!!
lynnie told me the other day that
if a daughter is very close to her father,
she tends to find guys like their father.
haha...
true o not baby??
are u like my daddy?
i hope you are.
cause i love my dad very much.
haha..




going out to meet up with my friends later.
going to meet Ivana banana!!
she just came back from Moscow, Russia.
she's back for a summer holiday.
3 months holiday.
its been almost a year since i've seen her.
so cant wait to see her..
will blog soon...



~XOXO~

oopppsss i did it again....

i did it again.
stupid me.
i seriously dont know whats wrong with me.
i'm not trying to blame anyone here.
its always me.
sometimes i fucking hate myself.
i just cannot control my emotions.
i'm sorry...
so sorry you have to deal with somebody cuckoo like me.
sometimes i just hope that u will hate me
so u wont have to deal with me again.
when i read some of my friends blog that blogs about their partner and all
i always feel that i'm that stupid bitchy partner that just do stuff for no apparent reasons
just to hurt them.
oh fucker.

i'm sensitive.
i over react on small matters.
i make small matters big.
i'm selfish.
i'm evil at times.
i get mad easily.
who wants to know this kind of person??
help me.
i dont know what to do...

Ber-Growing Balloon...

oh shit
i am seriously growing
all i do everyday is
eat, sleep, watch tv, go on9 and repeat the whole cycle again.
this is so not good...
i was so determined to go for a jog everyday,
mana tahu i lazy like shit..
fuck la..

i dont have anything to do at home
besides going out with my aunts everyday...
all my friends not in kuching.
the 1s in kuching pula busy.
got exam and all.
lynn ar, cepat come back.
i pay for your ticket okies??
lol...
c how desperate i am...

anyways, jlow...
y are u born in johor? can u like exchange places with fook annie??
haha..
okok, i'm crapping.

i'm not complaining o what la..
just to bored.
i love sem breaks.
seriously.
can relax,
crap with my family,
and can eat my grandma's home cooked food..
deprived from all that in UTP.

okies...
have to go take a shower.
just came back.
i smell of smoke...
yucks...


~XOXOXO~

KL Trip & STE.....

finally got the mood to blog...

sorry guys.
ok...
super long post...
so beware!!!
lol...

right after finals.....


29th May-Friday

right after our physics paper we girls,
went back to pack our stuff
cause the ever so "understanding" UTP ppl told us to move right away.
got time limit smmore.
have to leave the hostel b4 9am on 30th...
wtf rite??
anyway, as usual we packed like crazy...
Bb helped us move down our boxes...
3 stories down...
and most of our boxes.
yea, kesian baby.
thanks b!!
hehe..
oh ya, with the help of clare and noober gang.
thanks guys.

yup.. moi side of the room.. typical girls room... hehe.

clare and mei lin's room...

mich's side of the room... all packed & ready to go...

b helped us rent a room at tronoh just to put our stuff.
cause we dnt want to leave our stuff in the common room.
not safe.
freaking cheap...
RM80 for the whole sem break...
then after that... MAMAK!!!!
our fav, RBTM...
wanna know whats that?? ask the noober gang.. lol.


30th May-saturday

slept in clare's room cause mich slept in wan lin's room...
woke up early in the morning to do last minute packing.
wait for baby to pick me up from v2.
left utp at 8 to meet up with baby's daddy..
we went to eat dim sum in ipoh.
baby's daddy very cute and friendly...
lol..
after that, left ipoh to KL.
3 cars drove down to KL.
wan lin's car with all the girls,
jeremy's car with JL & me,
and JL's Dad with JL's stuffs.
we planned to meet up at sungai Buluh.
i thought Sg. Buluh was smmwhere near Ipoh so i slept.
mana tahu Sg. Buluh was near KL..
did not spend enough time with b.
shiat...
sorry b..
sobs..

wan lin and the girls tagging behind us..

me & baby...

JL's dad... drove super fast wei...

b4 departing to kl.. Wan lin's car... mei lin & clare...

reached wan lin's house in KL about 1 pm.
4 of us sleeping over at wan lin's house b4 going for the camp.
said bye bye to baby b4 he drive down to segamat with his daddy.
not going to see him for 5 weeks.
miss you b...
then me and wan lin went to send Segri home.
we girls slept for the whole afternoon cause too tired ady.
esp clare and mei lin who did not sleep for few nights.
tsk tsk..


the girls that slept over at wan lin's house except Segri, the tallest girl. lol...

woke up bout 5 smthing.
drove wan lin's car to times square.
went shopping and ate dinner at "Very Thai".
went to Pavillion to watch movie.
we watched "Night At The Museum 2".
OMG!!!
u people must so watch this movie.
its freaking hilarious.
to us la.
dont know why but we girls were the only one laughing in the cinema.
freaking funny.
wanna watch again..
hopefully with baby.


dont know why we took this pic.. rasa promoting the chocolates... lol...

clare & me at Very Thai

Wan lin, Karen & Mei Lin...


went to Carlos.
some place at Pavillion.
wanted to try shisha.
apple flavor.
eeewww...
did not like it at all.
no more next time for me...
came back at 3 in the morning.

clare, me & wan lin at Carlos

karen, mei lin & me...



31st May-Sunday until STE finish 6th May

us girls wondering aroud KLCC with our lugages. i tell u, every1 were like staring...
macam we just came out from the hutan or something...

left wan lin's house at 11 am.
met michelle and the others at KL central.
took train to KLCC.
left our bags at Tower 1,
went to the food court to makan.

malas wana type ady la...
but better finish now la.

the bus came at 4 and made us wait for hours.
shiat...

while waiting for the bus...

camwhored a bit while waiting...
baby mich looks cheeky here... thats what they all say...
sorry baby!!! hahaha...

finally the bus came.
hallelujah...
the bus drivers couldn't drive due to some issue,
so they asked me & clare to drive...
introducing ur new bus drivers....
*drum roll please*

clare the bear!!!

lol... i look like some drunk grumpy woman...

haha... lol... nola... we were just fooling around.
as if they allow us to drive.
later everyone mati.

camwhoring in the bus..

finnally, we reached our destination!!!!
after an hour.
...Agroteck Garden Resort...

ate tea break,
checked in into our room,
went sightseeing,
went for free "fish spa"..
lol..
okies.. lazy wanna explain.
picture time!!!

Ck posing for the camera... lol..

our room.. consisting of 2 toilets and 5 bunk beds.
"coincidentally" all of us in same room... ahem ahem...

the very clean toilet....

view of man made river...

the steep hill we have to climb everyday to go makan...

outside our room

entrance of the resort... another steep hill... deng..

some of the guys...

half mandi sungai... haha...

free fish spa... kena bitten by the fish. but not pain d.

man made waterfall... super cool. giving nice back massage...

during the bbq dinner (sorry, my pics all jumbled up)

1st time mandi sungai


water fall... yeah...

we were given eggs to look after..
trying to make us learn to b responsible... yada yada yada...

we have to wrap our eggies... my eggie..

one of the sessions during STE... like kindergarten wei...

ah, one of the cause of walking up the damn steep hill... kesian cheryl..

the view from the hill... pretty huh...

last day of STE...

mummy, baby and daddy... lol... i love this pic...

group pic... bbq night...

last time mandi sungai... chun chun we all wore black shirt... seriously.

ah, one of my facilitator. very good speaker...

another one of them.... ahem ahem...

we made new friends... even though we like see them everyday...

last session of STE... thank u thingy i think...

oh yea, andy and the 2 jei s dancing poco poco... funny shit..

Group 1!!! some left ady... so sad..

aduh.... a lot of pics to upload la..
just come here for more pics...
mich's facebook,
my facebook.

YESH!!!
finally finish writing..
OMG..
took me like 2 days to do..
lol...
cause i stop then continue then stop lagi...
hehe..

well, STE was not bad.
the food was omg super good...
6 meals a day.
3 main, 3 teabreaks..
fattening wei...
and we had quite a lot of fun d.
but some sessions were kinda boring.

okies...
hafta go bath now.
and tidur lagi
going church later.



~XOXOXO~

speechless...

i feel so...
so...
i dont know.
seriously dont know how to explain how i am feeling right now.
frustrated?
tired?
depressed?
maybe a mixture of everything...
haih...
we quarreled over small matters.
its only been a week since we last seen each other.
how did we end up like this?
maybe its the long distance thingy.
i hate long distance relationship.
being far away from each other.
(note: girls, better find some1 close to home.. seriously)


ah, what the heck.
maybe i'm being to sensitive.
overreacting on small matters.
am seriously not good in this relationship thingy.
i only make him suffer...
its never gonna be the same anymore...

shit...
bear with me ppl.
very sien already...
better just sleep la.
nite nite...


~XOXOXO~

i'm back!!!

its so good to be home...
finally wei...
but missing my baby ady le..

anyways,
gonna post a super long post bout kl trip and STE camp...
but not now la...
malas wanna do...
when im bored la baru ada semangat wana do..

oh yea, jus read noober's gang post...
u ppl serious about this "mission" thingy ar...
funny la...
but kinda cute also...

kla... i go survey ppls blog now...
c they ada follow the mission or not...
lol....


~XOXO~

Holiday Mood....!!!! not good not good...

shiat!!!

8 more hours to go till my next paper...
ICIS in the morning and physics in the afternoon.
oh jolly me...
fucker...
screw ICIS.
only finished like 7 chaps??
watever la.
i hate memorizing.
since my secondary school years i've always ALWAYS hated memorizing stuff...
esp sejarah...
HELP ME!!!!

okok...
calm down bel...
just pass the passing pointer jiu ok liaw...
but still...

shit shit....
i'm seriously panicking now.
just flipped through passed year finals and i cant answer a shit!!
WTF???!!

mummy ar...
i want ipod touch...
thank you.
hehe...

okok...
i shall continue studying...

shiat...
SCREW YOU ICIS!!!!



~XOXO~

Chemistry + me = tad ada chemistry.... -_- '"

oh deng...
chemistry paper tomorrow and i cant really remember a shit...
ah, tak ape la.
4 more papers to go then we are all FREE!!!!!
yay yay holiday....

oh yea, sorry for the very very lack of updates.
hehe....
me + malas = nothing...
"nothing coming"

dont worry..
will be updating soon.
after this war...
lol.

anyways, wish me luck for tomorrow!!!
eh, salah... i mean today...
in few hours time...
tengkiuk!!!

~XOXO~

home sweet home.....

ok.... this like so long since i've last posted anything...
been so freaking lazy AND stupid internet connection in hostel like shit...
seriously...
heard from noober that they even lowered the speed... bodoh!!!

anyways, in lcct now...
alone... haha... 1st time actually...
usually when i go back home or go anywhere, i'm surely with some1...
but now its just me...
oh well, i have to learn to go down alone anyway....
must be independent!!! hahah.... whatever... crapping....
4 more hours till i reach my oh so lovely home...
haha.... cant wait!!!
miss everyone back home...
miss jeremy too... so fast le....
sobs...

okie dokie.... laptop battery running low....
not good not good...
shit....

muaks....

i'm back!!!

arhhh....

i'm finally back in utp...

reached about 6 something in utp with the help of Jlow & wan lin.
met with sook harn and segri.
they helped us bring our stuff up to our rooms.
then me and mich started to clean the room.
1st we cleaned the cupboards and shelf,
then swept the floor.
bath after that.
met with the guys to go eat dinner together.
went to tronoh.
makan makan...
came back and unpack all the boxes and luggage.
finished doing all that bout 12 something in the morning.
phew... hate doing all this stuff.
still remembered my mum did all this for me when i 1st came here.
cleaned every part of the room.
and even paste papers in all my cupboards.
thank you mummy!!!
seriously kinda hard work.
hehe...
miss you super duper lots!!!
sobs....

miss my family le.
miss the comforts of home.
shit....
4 months till i can go back to see them again.
deng.... mummy, i wanna go home!!!!!!

lectures start tomorrow....
lazy la.
shit...